Chad my Big brother and my bestfriend, i miss u so fukin much ive neva felt so lost in my life.Since we started hangin out, there wasnt a day that went past that we didnt c each other, i was ur shadow where eva u went, even on christmas wen i was havin the worst christmas eva i was at home by myself upset and then u ring me i told ya the stories and in about 5mins u where at the front of my house on ur bike and u took me 2 ur mums and it ended up bein the best christmas eva. You were always there 4 me no matter wat i remember 1 time wen we went out then came bak 2 ur house and i had gasro i was throwing up all nite i was sik as a dog and u came from out ur room in2 the lounge room u got me a bucket, class of water and held my hair bak 4 me all nite then the nxt day u sed 'u no wen a guy loves u kerrie wen he holds ur hair bak 4 ya while ya sik'. Cheech i neva new there was actually some1 like u out there that had every quailty u could ask 4 in a person, u affected eveyone u touched even my parents and my 3yr old sista Aleshia that u odored, loved and aslo wanted 2 steel a couple of times is missin u man like yesterday Adzy, B-rad and Mattio was ova and Aleshia opened my door and asked 'wheres chad' u always had a way with kids 2 and like i told ya i had neva really been happy until i meet u and the awsome 4sum team, u made me the happiest person in the world wen eva i was around u. You always made me feel like i do deserve the best things in life and i neva new that til i met u im so grateful 2 have been apart of ur life and 2 also be 1 of ur bestmates. You taught me so much and made me mature into a young lady and i thaku 4 that. Well Cheech i still cant belive ur gone...but i will think and speak of u everyday and i will 4eva miss u til we met again and the love that i have 4 u will last 4eva and eva and eva love u always and 4eva ur lil sis kerrie xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox + more