Chad Vincent Tassone

hey bro i have wrote this POEM for you....

we laid back and let it all flow out

the topic of trust never once had a doubt,

for within my mind and heart aswell

was an image and vibe as clear as a bell.

you were very special to me and more

i had a feeling inside i never felt before.

a trust so gr8 and strong

i wanted this trust to take away all the wrong

and return to me a mended soul.

my mended soul wld then realise a new angel beside the

other one

and together we wld stroll the heavens,

our times are over and done.

for we have then won the battle within

and now we rest for created we have a personality twin,

think alike, talk alike, say the same thing.

it is time we are to ascend

for we have reached the territory of a best friend.

but friendships break even the best of ones

then all we have established becomes undone.

your job as my angel is then complete

because you have left me with only one pen and sheet.

i am now forced to record what i feel to something unlike

you and i,

it's not real.

i'm talking to myself, every single word

i write to paper but what i'm saying goes left unheard.

all this because of you my angel,

you are no longer beside me

though i beg and plea

our friendship jst wasn't meant to be.

but do not worry my pen is okay

for within my heart our mrmories will alwayz stay,

FOREVER....

because a part of you will be with me alwayz, to forget you

NEVER......

I LOVE YOU BRO!!!!! X X X X

Well What can i say !!!!!

Adelaide trips.... there was always memories in all my trips !!!

I can remember when you decided to come to Sydney for the first time and you got in the truck with Chopper and travelled 18 hours to come hang out on my side of town and i took you out and the whole of Sydney had no lights... Too funny you were peaking about that !!!!

I counted year before last i think i had been to Adelaide over 18 times and you were like.... just move here... I loved getting on that plane knowing that we were always going to have fun no matter what !

The time we were all down at Glenelg beach and you and the boys were trying to put that tarp up because it was 40 degress + and we were scorching our feet and the whole beach stopped and was starring at all of us !!! To Funny !

What about when Alessio got his hair cut like a mullet and i said that he needed to chop it off and you said that you had a mullet and it looked killer so he wanted to keep his mullet so you would both look killer !!! (Well we know he ended up keeping it)

What about the Christmas and New Years that i spent their, my mum was loosing it because i didnt spend it with them... But she knew i was in good hands !!! You and all your close family and friends were around and we had a brilliant time...

Remember your Santa Claus that you kept in the lounge room all through xmas and then when xmas was finished that year you still had him starring at you in the lounge room. I told you that it was bad luck so you through him in the back room at your old house with all your other junk !!!

You always told me life is to short enjoy yourself and that's what you always did enjoyed every passing moment in your life. You were very addictive to me and to the rest of the people around you... The crazy things you said and did you kept everyone on their toes.

I miss calling you at 2am or 4am... just having a general chat about absolutly nothing !!!

My Adelaide trips wont ever be over !!! I know your family and friends will forever keep your spirit alive and i know that all good memories will always be around.

Make sure that while your up there that you do not remove the Yellow Sydney tag off the fridge !!! (You promised that you would keep it there until you moved to Sydney)

Your memories will always stay with us Chadley, all my love that Sydney Chic !!!

i remember the day i first met you jo and steve it was at a party at the campell town pad  8 years ago we were all sitting in joes car and joe told you to mc a ryme so you started and all us girls alex, samantha and myself were stunned by your talent.

that night in the car was a glimse of a new life for me because of that night i met steve who at the time was with samantha. but at gavins birthday in glenelg about a year later you joe steve lamby rose and myself all partied together it was funny cause steve and i got together that night and have been together ever since. that night a ugly toothless girl came up to the hotel room and we were all paying her out when she went to leave she said good bye i made a funny noiise like ssss and ignored her then she lunged toward me to hit me steve you and joe all jumped up and protected me. so she couldn hit me then you kicked her out. you were always protective of your friends and family another time i  remember is at your cousin jt s house one new years eve when your uncle bruno brought a strange chick to join our celebraation and she told aunty carmel that she was stale because she wasnt drunk you told her off and she went inside and sat at jts dining table nadine, tia and myself were sitting on a lounge chair and you noticed she was staring at tia and me and making us feel uncomfortable so you asked her what she was staring at she got smart back so you put her in her place and she left with her tale between her legs. you always made sure we were safe at donnas engagement i got a little drunk and walked to fever to wait for the boys to finnish the bucks night you looked after me until steve got there. you protected me like a brother would protect his sister. over the years we all had some fantastic times you would mc at our private partys in the pool hall and get up and dance you ass off with all the girls. you were so cheeky and we all loved you for it.

i loved it when you stev and joe would all have dinner at our house it was like our family was home. you were always there when steve or i needed you and we really miss having you around.

i know steve really misses his morning wake up calls from you.

recently we had steves 27th surprise birthday and it was yet again another great night you got up on kareoke and even got steve up singing with you . i remember you holding the camera and  whilst pulling one of your cheeky smiles you took a photoof you and me its hilarious we all became close to the badass family and therefore our family extended . you were so cheeky sometimes you would make smart remarks to steve to tick him off lik yelling at him saying that i kissed you or touched you but we all knew you so well we would just laugh.

we love you so much and will never forget all the smiles and laughs you gave us we hope you are having a blast up there in heaven with dave and micko i am sure you are you three together sounds like big trouble for anyone else run s muck for us we love you always xxxxxxx

my true blood,

1st off i'd like to say thanks for bein you. dont ever know if i told you how much you made me grow into the men i'am today if it wasn't for you bro things wld of turned out alot different..

i have so many gr8 memories with you but here is a few that i think wld give you a laugh or two.

This one nite schelly yourself and i went to our salisbury soccer club disco like we wld do every friday nite and run amuck once again but after that we started walking home noe this walk took awhile only because mr ts1 wld not stop singing the pauline hanson song all the way "i dont like anything" my shopping cart was stolen!!!! hahaha guess ya just had to be there...

another time when we where driving in the kingswood with schelly, champs, and ricky o noe rick was driving and he didnt have a lic so he was nervous and i dont think chad and i helped him at all because we where making that much noise he ended up turning around from the driver seat and telling us to shut the fuck up.. (once again ya had to be there!!!)

i have so many other memories to tell about the times we ran amuck!!!!...

then when taylah was born i knew that the only person i wld want to take care of my daughter if anything happened to me was you bro she was like your own and still is trust she will know everything about her godfather well maybe not everything lol!!!! the tame stuff anyway!!!...

well i know that the last few years we have split but you where alwayz in my heart and i alwayz prayed that one day all this wld pass and we wld be as close as we where but even after all that has happened i wld take many bullets for you if thats wat it took to have to by myside!!!!!...

ok i'll let ya go bro trust me when i say i love you!!!!...

YOU WHERE A HERO!!!! and i'm sure alot of other ppl wld adgree with me when i say you made everyone that was around you feel so safe even when you had your hard times you made everyone else see that life is to short to piss and moan about it....

UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN I KNOW WE WILL BECAUSE WE HAVE SO MUCH TO CATCH UP ON!!!!!...

love ya bro!!!!!.... x x x x x x

Chad,

I miss you so much, I feel so lost without you here. Every second of every day that goes by, i'm always thinking of you, and all the memories we shared. When it came to the weekends we would go out and run a muck, and every weekend no matter what, we always ended up back at your house. You, me, Adz and lil Kezza up late talking at the CCT... Well you, me and Adz would be talking but Kezza would be drawing totally ablivious to everything going on around her. Every Friday you would pick us up after work and as soon as we would get in the car you would say, "Wat's goin on." Later on you would ask us what we wanted to do that night, we would always say to you, dunno up to you. Sometimes you would sit there and yell out why do i always have to come up with the ideas every single weekend. It was funny, but it was only you who came up with the good ideas. Even if it was just sitting at your house. Every weekend we were out doing something, most of them were killa, then we'll have the odd quiet one just at your house, oh sometimes you would go and play the shogun at the pokies with Adzy, and some of thoes were stupid but funny weekends like i remember we would go do dowies at some random place, and the time we all broke into the whispering wall coz you had never been there. We all had to jump through the whole in the fence and B-rad helped you get through it was pitch black and we seen those weird ugly spiders when we were going across the bridge. Lucky Adzy was there to kill them coz i was shitting myself and YOU defanently wasn't going anywhere near em, i remember you saying that was the coolest thing eva going there. And out of all those weekend i'll never forget you gave me the best birthday eva, and out of all the birthdays to come i no noone would be able to top that, that was a killa weekend. Chad you put smile on everyones face everytime people seen you. You will always have a big spot in my heart forever and you'll never be forgotten. I love you Chaddy. Until we meet again Chad.

Love always and foreva nikki.

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